See, there I go again being a little hard on myself, but I guess it is somewhat of a natural process based on the time that I have been off, and the efforts I have made to find and land another employment opportunity.
I keep telling myself that when the work is ready for me, I will be ready for the work and that really is the approach that I have maintained. However, today is one of those days (far and few) that has me down a little, trying to figure out the when, why, and how... I must go through this so that I can pause, reflect, understand, and thus take action. Will there be an employment opportunity down the road that will lead to many wonderful opportunities, absolutely! Will I continue to go through the process of the 50/50 days absolutely! Will I get through it absolutely! So, this is where I am at clear as can be with no misunderstanding, it just is what it is. Until we meet again as always breathe well.